Why am i like this???

"Why do u hate girls?? Did they do any harm for u?? Or r u a male-chauvanist??" .. This is wat is the question tat many ppl ask me!! Ah.. got some time to answer them... Am not a male-chauvanist!! To me men and women are equal. So the reason can only be the first one! Yes, they had hurt me a lot!!

To start, my school taught me jus one thing.. Hate girls!! This is was the only lesson we guys there studied for 14 years! A co-ed school which was tooooooo partial towards girls. And this made a lot of effect on me during 8th to 10th. There was a girl in my class. How bad she wrote the paper or how good i wrote it, it was she who topped the class!! It started then.. Not to get close to girls.. A ques wud arise.. "It was the teachers who were partial.. not the girls!! Then why?? " .. True.. Teachers were partial. But wont these girls who moved toooo close to them tell them not to be partial?? This was the start for everything.. Tat lead to this state of mine tat i'm today!!!

Next, during my twelfth, i got close to a girl.. a senior who helped me a lot.. a lot more than anybody else cud do.. She helped me as a caring sister wud do!! The result, after my 12th results, she stopped speaking to me!! (I cant tell d reason for its tooooo silly and wud speak bad of her..) It's 3 yrs since she spoke a word to me!!! I treated her as my own sister.. But, she had treated me only as a student!! And even my teachers do remember me even today.. not she!! The second incident which made me really cry for years and years in my life!! (still i'm crying to get her as my sister back.. hmmm.. tat wud not happen in life hereafter!!)

Third.. In coll, i hardly spoke to any girl becoz of tat sister(?)'s incident in my life.. there entered again a girl in my life.. we started becoming frnds! yes.. we became frnds!! then got to know how cunning she was!! Cunning brain made me lose her.. (and also certain pressure...!!) I still remember d days i teased her, quarreled with her.. hmmm.. life is tooo bleak for me....

Then... after a looooong time, i got introduced to a senior... no a friend.. not exactly.. a sister.. ya! a sister!!! Got tooooooooo close! Close for some one and a half years... Then there came an IV.. She got a new frnd!! Attn diverted towards him.. I dont say thats wrong.. I say i was lacked attn!!! There came a lot of quarrels due to tat new frnd!!! Tat was so powerful to break our rel even... She cut down messaging me a lot... a lot.. Stopped attending my calls!! Toooo bad... Wat can i think of girls then if d second sister i got was/is also like this??

At last (as of now)... Meanwhile, in my coll, i started admiring a flower (can i call it so.. r even better?? mmmm... mmm... i cudnt think of anything better than this.. (Courtesy: Fred!!) ).. I always dreamt of getting close to it.. But now i feel i shud hv stayed away from it and admired it.. It took a lot of time for her.. tat flower.. to treat me as a frnd!! She said that though i'm close to her as her frnds, i'm a junior than a frnd to her.. Ha ha ha.. sounds funny?? But this is wat she told.. How can i judge girls if they move d same way with ppl and rate them differently?? (Latest update: a lot of misunderstandings has started... with her!!!)

With all these incidents, how can i like girls?? U may ask, "With just 5 girls in ur life, how can u say tat girls are bad??"... Man.. I jus know 5 girls.. no! some 6 or 7 to be exact!! Out of 7, 5 are bad.. So atmost 70% are bad!! Wat else can i think if this is d case???????

P.S: I got an idea of expressing this after reading my frnds blog where he has proposed to 3 girls on a similar style!! Thanks Fred!!!

Update: With my best friend's permission i add this!! I started losing my best frnd, who is known for his 'silence', becoz of a girl.. After her intro into his life, he started moving away from his frnds.. started involving in bad habits when opposition came from all corners.. parted from me.. left me all alone in this world!!! If u say tat it was his mistake, i wud argue, it was because of her intervention in his life he got worse!!!