I happened to see this guy during my trip to Makedatu! A casual outfit - t-shirt and 3/4ths - making him free enuf to climb wherever he wanted. A digicam and a handycam. A bag with all essential things. A bike! He was all alone enjoying things. Of all those who came there he was peculiar as there were only either a group of soft wear-n-tear engineers or young couple trying to make love. He stood single, enjoyed every part of nature, spent time wherever he wanted, took snaps, recorded videos, explored, and of all LIVED LIFE!!
This makes me wonder on whether life should be really like this? Or there is something called relationships? Or the relationships are just a fake and this is the truth?
I've been trying to pull people to many places in and around Bangalore for the past 10 months or so. It never happens for very many reasons. At times they are busy. At times people arent like minded like me to explore places. Certain other times certain other (im)perceivable internal factors play a role in coming out!!! All that happened was me being left alone without a company to explore places. I can't blame others for this but then I just question myself on whether I'm destined to explore things all alone? If that's the truth, what is the need for relationships in life? Aren't friends there to give company and enjoy things? Are they just to share day-to-day happenings (if any) and lend shoulders to cry when in need (if free)?
I agree that my way of looking at life can be different. But at large, doesn't the friendship involve meeting friends and having nice time with them? Having a coffee at Coffee day or laughing at a funny movie or going on a ride to an exotic place - arent they a part of it? Are just friendships meant for meeting on birthdays to exchange wishes (if at all people find time for them!!!)??? Are others able to feel such things in their life? If so, am I the one left behind experiencing these pleasures? There could be only few reasons then!! Either am not getting along with people or am thronging to a particular set of people or people are not comfortable going out and spending time with me!! Me not getting along with people - I dont think so for I ve been the one pulling people for going out all these months!!! Tronging to a particular set - mmm.. certainly not as I ve been calling each and everyone I am seeing over chats and meeting over calls!!! People are not comfortable - mmm.. could be!!! In that case, I cant long for them to come with me and spend time with me!!! It's just I.. Me.. Myself!!!
I.. Me.. Myself!!! I found these words for the first time in Varun's brother's blog! I couldn't understand it then. But then, I can understand it now. Life is just all about I!!! Others can be near I.. but all that matters is just I!!! I started understanding people to some extent!! [ A complex topic unlike photography or camera or gadgets or whatever that goes by rules and scales :D :D ]. They wont come with me unless they really like something and have the urge to come. All it matters for them is just their own "I" and I dont stand a competition to it!! Giving a company is out of question! My wishes go unnoticed in front of their preferences. I really dont understand this component in relationships but then am just asked to live with it!! :) .. as always!! They would call me in case I'm needed for them for something but I cant call them out for something or other. Rather clearly, I am not barred from calling them, just that they wouldnt be able to come with me for their own (im)perceivable preferences / character / indulgences. The only solution is me going in pursuit of whatever I want without depending on others. A bike ride to Mysore wouldnt need more than me and my bike. Watching a movie wouldnt need more than me and a valid ticket. Photoshoot at a park wouldnt need more than me and my camera (and my bike for travel :P). Shopping wouldnt require more than me and my wallet (filled with money / i-am-in-debt cards :P). Just a company would be better to share and experience things!! But if I am not privelleged to get it, there is no point in longing for it!!! I!! :D
This makes me wonder on whether life should be really like this? Or there is something called relationships? Or the relationships are just a fake and this is the truth?
I've been trying to pull people to many places in and around Bangalore for the past 10 months or so. It never happens for very many reasons. At times they are busy. At times people arent like minded like me to explore places. Certain other times certain other (im)perceivable internal factors play a role in coming out!!! All that happened was me being left alone without a company to explore places. I can't blame others for this but then I just question myself on whether I'm destined to explore things all alone? If that's the truth, what is the need for relationships in life? Aren't friends there to give company and enjoy things? Are they just to share day-to-day happenings (if any) and lend shoulders to cry when in need (if free)?
I agree that my way of looking at life can be different. But at large, doesn't the friendship involve meeting friends and having nice time with them? Having a coffee at Coffee day or laughing at a funny movie or going on a ride to an exotic place - arent they a part of it? Are just friendships meant for meeting on birthdays to exchange wishes (if at all people find time for them!!!)??? Are others able to feel such things in their life? If so, am I the one left behind experiencing these pleasures? There could be only few reasons then!! Either am not getting along with people or am thronging to a particular set of people or people are not comfortable going out and spending time with me!! Me not getting along with people - I dont think so for I ve been the one pulling people for going out all these months!!! Tronging to a particular set - mmm.. certainly not as I ve been calling each and everyone I am seeing over chats and meeting over calls!!! People are not comfortable - mmm.. could be!!! In that case, I cant long for them to come with me and spend time with me!!! It's just I.. Me.. Myself!!!
I.. Me.. Myself!!! I found these words for the first time in Varun's brother's blog! I couldn't understand it then. But then, I can understand it now. Life is just all about I!!! Others can be near I.. but all that matters is just I!!! I started understanding people to some extent!! [ A complex topic unlike photography or camera or gadgets or whatever that goes by rules and scales :D :D ]. They wont come with me unless they really like something and have the urge to come. All it matters for them is just their own "I" and I dont stand a competition to it!! Giving a company is out of question! My wishes go unnoticed in front of their preferences. I really dont understand this component in relationships but then am just asked to live with it!! :) .. as always!! They would call me in case I'm needed for them for something but I cant call them out for something or other. Rather clearly, I am not barred from calling them, just that they wouldnt be able to come with me for their own (im)perceivable preferences / character / indulgences. The only solution is me going in pursuit of whatever I want without depending on others. A bike ride to Mysore wouldnt need more than me and my bike. Watching a movie wouldnt need more than me and a valid ticket. Photoshoot at a park wouldnt need more than me and my camera (and my bike for travel :P). Shopping wouldnt require more than me and my wallet (filled with money / i-am-in-debt cards :P). Just a company would be better to share and experience things!! But if I am not privelleged to get it, there is no point in longing for it!!! I!! :D
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And I thought that I was the only one who had this sort of thing on my mind lately. I thought no one else could possibly understand what was going through my head. And then I saw this. Perfectly explains what I've been thinking.
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